Saturday, November 19, 2011

Been a while...

I know it's been quite a while since my last entry. Unfortunately, once again my creative energies have dwindled to almost nothing, and have remained so since shortly after my last entry.

It's been very hard to find any motivation for some time. Some of it is my current job -- I have none of the many idle times as I did when I worked at the airport; it's basically non-stop work from beginning to end. When I get home, I don't want to exercise my mind in any manner. It all bugs the hell out of me, yet I can't find the will to break from these doldrums I've had for a very long time. Coming back to an empty, lonely home doesn't help, either.

This is nothing new, I know. I just wish... just wish I could break out of it. Sometimes... I have thoughts that are probably better left unsaid.

I'm disabling comments on this entry. I just want to vent. (Besides, it's not like a lot of people would read this blog, anyway.)